Diary Pages:
Page 1
This is the first page of my diary. Welcome! I can yap and say whatever I want here, kind of.
which is nice, really nice. You can skip here since its a test page haha, and I want to keep it like that. Oh before you go, you can chat with me here, right side of the screen.
Please keep it clean, and don't spam, and don't say bad words.
Page 2
Today its like 3/9/2025, 8:35AM
Kinda late, but I'm just testing this out. but seems the website is working fine, so that's good.
Even though it's just a portfolio website, I still like to add such a feature like a diary to write down my thoughts and feelings, where people/internet can get to know me better.
Page 3
Ok before starting major things, I wanna introduce myself
I'm Akio, 19 years of age
I live in Turkey but from Egypt. My parents mixed with turkish and egyptian culture, so I'm kind of in between.
My height is 167cm, and yea I'm short. Which is a drag when it comes to girls. Biggest problem in my life...
Well if its asked what I do in my life, I am a student studying in Game Design & Development. I have been studying Game Design actually before I started this course, as If you've seen my portfolio, since 2020.
Lowkey I appriciate my dear Father for thi perfect butterfly effect. When I was just small as a child around 4-6 age. My dad taught me the basic stuff on his 2000s PC workstation, he allowed me to play games, how to use the mouse and keyboard. He also used his PC as a reward if i got good grades to use his workstation. Although each time i interacted with the internet.
Page 4
The internet became my sanctuary. I would spend hours exploring different websites, forums, and eventually discovering game development communities.
Those early experiences shaped my passion for digital creation. I remember being fascinated by Flash games and simple pixel art. I'd spend hours just watching game development tutorials, even when I couldn't fully understand them.
My first "game" was just a simple character moving across the screen. I was so proud of it! Looking back, it was barely functional, but everyone starts somewhere.
When I got into Blender in 2020, it was like discovering a whole new world. 3D modeling gave me a way to create the things I had always imagined. I remember staying up all night working on my first character model - it looked terrible, but I was ecstatic!
Now with Godot and my ongoing studies, I feel like I'm finally building the skillset to create the games I've always wanted to play. The indie game scene is so inspiring these days - it shows that small teams with passion can create amazing experiences.
Page 5
Well, times change - now I'm creating this webpage to showcase my skills for professional opportunities and collaborations. It feels strange reflecting on my educational journey from middle school through high school (while simultaneously studying game design), never truly believing I'd make it to university.
Each academic transition felt impossibly distant until it suddenly became reality. My prom night particularly stands out - let's just say my attempt at romance didn't go as planned (spoiler: spectacular rejection achieved!). Yet here I am, somehow mentioning this embarrassment twice already!
Now in my university years abroad (having moved from Egypt to Turkey, except for 8th grade which I completed in Turkey previously), life has found a pleasant rhythm. I've made genuine friends and fill my days with laughter. My Egyptian friends remain dear too, despite the distance.
Page 6
What continues to challenge me is forming a genuine romantic connection. While focusing on career success might eventually lead to relationships, the wait feels interminable. In solitary moments, I crave emotional support - longing to find someone who truly loves me for who I am.
This might sound desperate, but I genuinely seek a partner with both kind personality and mutual attraction. My height (167cm) often feels like an insurmountable barrier - a genetic lottery loss I can't overcome. It's frustrating witnessing less considerate, taller individuals succeed romantically while I struggle.
While personality matters, initial physical attraction often determines whether I'm perceived as partner material or permanently friend-zoned. This reality breeds discouraging thoughts, though I try to remain hopeful. Perhaps the right person will value character over stature...
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This test page awaits new entries about:
- Game development progress
- Cultural experiences in Turkey
- University projects
- Personal growth milestones
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